Well, I'm thinking about my spanish test on friday. I'm a little worried about it and I don't know why. I have been doing really well before. I think I'm afraid because I am burned out from studying all the time. Im at the point where I am both "burned out" and also feel like a "slacker" for not doing everything in my daily schedule everyday. This has really been a weird summer in many ways. I hope I have enough energy to last the remaining parts of it. I am really looking forward to school starting. It was really funny because it seems that all the people my age feel the same way. For example, when I went to jose's girlfriend's house in Wichita on wednesday night for dinner before going to the drum show, one of Rea's (jose's girlfriend) friends asked us "who is ready for school to start?" Everyone except for Jose said they were. Jose is unique because he dosen't like looking into the future. I would like to be like that...just take one day at a time, but I suppose I'm addicted to thinking about my future plans. Call me Future Boy. Wait, isn't that what I was calling Jose earlier this year? Why did I do that? It's not true at all.

My dad should be home in a couple of hours. I haven't seen him in a week. It will be nice to see him I guess. He means well. I really miss Ann and Joe though. I think I take it for granted when they're here. Ann and I should do a lot this year though considering that we will be living in Templin. I hope they're doing ok.

Well, I should get back to the grind stone. I shouldn't let up now on this spanish class even though I am 100% committed to doing so at the moment.

I suppose I'm really bored now eh?