I won't ever have to say goodbye

2001-12-06 @ 10:46 p.m.

"Please forgive if I acted a little strange, for I know not what I do. Feels like lightning running through my veins, every time I look at you. Every time I look at you. Help me out here, all my words are falling short and there's so much I want to say. I just want to tell you how good it feels when you look at me that way. When you look at me that way."

--David Gray

Today marks the second month that Madeleine and I have been together. Yeah, I know. Those reading this other than Madeleine and myself may just want to stop reading now because I'm about to write something meaningful for the two of us, but probably has no meaning for the rest of you out there on the world wide web. Sorry if my streak of diary entries have either been depressing or not existing, but after all, this is mine to write in. And that's all.

Madeleine has given me so many feelings I have never experienced. I have experienced them so fast. The feeling of a first love, the feeling of true love, and the feeling of togetherness. I feel like when we're together, we are one person. The best part of our relationship is our conversations. Every conversation we have has been meaningful to me and it really doesn't matter what we talk about. Even talks about things we disagree with are full with energy, although emotions occasionally run wild in that area. We learn so much about one another this way. A barrier between us is lifted every time we discover something new about each other. It's just great. That's truly the best feeling. I'm so happy to be able to have someone like her to share that with.

I used to say that everything was going fast in our relationship, but it's already been two months. Wow. Well, you know what they say: time flies when you're having fun!

Thanks Madeleine. You're just what I needed.

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