Life really sucks when I need a summer job

2002-06-04 @ 11:58 p.m.

This summer is beginning to suck, just like the last one. Man, I must be some fucking loser if I can't find a job yet. I mean, I've been done with school for almost 3 weeks and I still haven't been hired. Wow, such a fucking idiot! I mean, I must be lower than dog shit for not getting even one phone call from a manager or someone who is interested. Maybe I should just go apply at the landfill so that they can use my body as compost because I bet my shit makes everything decompose faster than anything else they use there. What fucking idiot can't communicate effectively enough to say the simple phrase 'may I have an application?' Every employer I've been to have asked back to me 'excuse me?' like I'm some big dumb fucking idiot that I probably am. God take my life now if I can't get a fucking 15 year old's job at Subway and expect to get a real job when I graduate from college. I don't think I can make it in the real world and I'll probably have to live with my parents for eternity or until they die...which ever comes first. Well, looks like tomorrow I'm going to go out and continue to fail. Because without a doubt, I have that name written all over my body.

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