I'm just sitting here just thinking about how much I miss Madeleine. I miss everything about her and everything we did together when we were together this past school year. A little while ago, I realized that tonight marks our nine month anniversary. Thats a really long time, but it really doesn't seem like it. Especially with her. What does seem like a long time is the amount of time that we have been apart. It's been six weeks since she left and that really seems like a long time to me. I'm hoping that I can go up and visit her in 2 weeks. It's ok with my parents, its up to her and her parents. Boy, what I would give to see her again? I wish that I could have quit Perkins sooner so that I could have seen her this week. But I couldn't do that to them, as much as I wanted to. Now I'm just going to hope that I can see her as soon as possible. If thats not until the start of next semester, I guess thats ok. Still about another month away though. Hurry up time!

Well, I guess thats all I wanted to say. Just thinking about my girlfriend. I do that a lot, but I just don't write about it that much in here because then I would seem like a girl. I think this is an appropriate time though.

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm just going to go to sleep and think some more...