Quadrophenia

2002-09-11 @ 1:56 am

Yeah, sometimes life can be cruel. This morning the first thing my mom said to me was that the key to life was learning how to pick yourself up after being pushed down. I guess she has a point. There are times when I feel taken advantage of or laughed at by my peers and that sucks. But on the most part, I'm able to shake it off and move on, as sensitive as I am.

I'm worried about my mom. She just needs some extra love these days.

I'm so in love with Madeleine that it's not even funny.

Band has returned to my shit list for now. I got back at 12:30 am just now from a bass sectional. Now come on, please not last year again! And the band director (Dr. Oliver) is really doing a shitty job right now. He should be ashamed.

I accidently erased about 40 names from my AIM list tonight. Well, maybe it wasn't an accident after all. I never talk to them anyway.

I need some new friends. Just that I don't have time to meet any. Hope that will change next semester when I don't have much going on and will hopefully be living in the scholarship halls and Madeleine will be gone.

Madeleine will be gone :(

I finally downloaded (well Joe basically did most of the work) Quadrophenia (The Who). But alas, for some reason I can't burn the discs. Guess Joe will figure that one out for me too!

Joe and I are getting along well. Nothing's really changed in our relationship, but we seem to have gotten a bit closer since Ann's left. I guess she called a couple of days ago, but I missed her. I won't see her until Christmas.

Tomorrow's going to suck, so I better go to bed. Well actually it's today. You know, September 11. So yeah, it'll suck really badly.

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