I don't want to go to class, but I will...

I don't want to go to band, but I will...

For some reason, I feel sick...

It's hard to get my stuff done...

People think too much. Why can't they just relax?..

I want to drink some Smirnoff Ice and relax tonight after the concert...

I wish that band didn't make me feel overwhelmed...

I'm lucky to be loved...

What do I do? I always feel lost...

But then I feel like everything is going to be ok again...

It's a cycle...

I get discouraged easily...

It leads me to overreact...

Causing irrational thoughts...

This is life, deal with it...

This isn't even close to how I'm really feeling right now, but I'll leave it here for now...

Time to wake up...