Now that I have (really) smoked pot for the first time, I now realize that I made a bad decision. I am still feeling the effects of last night and it's not fun at all. This whole day has seemed like a whole blah for me. I was in a poor mood, my head was and still is spinning, and I still can't think straight. I wrote that stupid previous entry last night while I was incredibly messed up and after reading it again, I feel even stupider for what I did. And I'm sorry.

Brandi, you shouldn't be skeptical about Lee. He's a great guy. I'm an idiot. I'm sure you know this by now.

Also, I must apologize to Madeleine on here. I am an idiot for what I did last night and today. You are my favorite person in the entire world and I love you. Again, I'm sorry.

And to myself, quit being a hippie. I guess I can't tell my brother or sister to quit smoking up, but I can tell myself not to. I tried it, liked it for awhile, but now I don't like it anymore. Thats how it goes...

I have to go walk my dog, so I'm out of here.