I've been very depressed this weekend about being separated from Madeleine. I have met new people here at Pearson and other scholarship halls, and I've also been hanging out with my friends a lot, but nothing of that can even begin to replace the great times I have with my best friend in the entire world. Sunday nights we would always rent a movie and lie down together and watch it in the Miller TV room. We just did everything together all the time. And now I won't be able to see her for who knows exactly how long, but at least 4 and a half months, but it probably will be more. I missed being with her so much last night. I was just going nuts and felt so sad and depressed. I needed her so badly.

So I sent her a depressing email and told her all of my feelings. And she wrote me this morning and made me feel much better. She took it so well. She takes everything so well. We talked online this afternoon for THREE hours. It was wonderful and it made me feel so much better about everything. Now I still miss her a lot, but it's amazing how she can make me feel better just by talking to me online. I'm so weird.

So then I went to the Missouri game. The Pearson guys are jealous of me because my camping group consisting of my drumline friends and other random people got the second camping spot (out of like 70 camping groups) while they got the 14th spot. We had increadible seats...right behind the bench. You could actually yell at the players (if you're loud like me) and they would hear you! I was so freaking loud. I don't know how I can make the noises I made, but hell...it was Missouri! We won 76-70. Yeah it was a close one, but hopefully we were saving our energy for when we go to Mizzou and beat them there. Muck Fizzou! After the game I spent an hour in Laura's room trying to help Jenny, Laura, and Scott to get Jose to come bring some alcohol that Jenny forgot from Friday's party (I pretended to be Laura...it was funny), but of course he never came and things got boring so I ran across campus back here where I am now. So that's the story of my day.

Well, it's definitely time to go to bed now. I have an 8 o'clock class and a 3 hour bio lab to be ready for. But after that I get to talk online for a little while with Madeleine! I'm so glad. She's the best, but don't tell her that because she'll just say 'no' and that will be that. So after that I'm helping my mom take Oberon to dog training lessons (I'm so happy he's getting them, he's already improving a lot), and then play for Pearson's intramural basketball team. So I have a busy day ahead...Busy days are good, they make the days go faster...so then I can see Madeleine soon.