I drink too much. Friday night was a prime example of that when I basically drank until I passed out. It was valentines day, Madeleine's birthday. I told Madeleine the next day and she wasn't happy about it. I thought today that I shouldn't have done such a thing on her birthday. Plus my mom implied that I was gaining weight, and you know how much alcohol can play a role in that. So I made some goals for myself:

1) I'm not going to drink this weekend. Jenny and I decided that we're going bowling on Friday night and anyone else is welcome to come. We were going to do this a couple of weeks ago, but we went to a party instead (go figure).

2) From now on I'm not drinking more than 2 drinks at a party. This way I won't throw up anymore and waste the next day with a hangover.

3) I'm going to exercise much more than I have been. I went swimming last thursday and it hurt so much. I'm so out of shape. So I'd like to swim at least 2 times a week and do another form of exercise the other days. I still have basketball so thats good.

So those are my goals. I used to be such an active person. I swam 30 hours a week at high intensity in high school. So I know what it takes...and it takes much less than 30 hours of intense swimming. It should be easy.

In other news, my parents allowed my sister, brother, and I to go to the Bonnaroo music festival in Tennessee this summer! Now the only problem is getting the money together and for me to get a job that will allow me to be gone for a week. My only guess for that is for me to work at the law office in KC again. I have to call my uncle this week and ask if I could do that. If I can't, then looks like my chances for going to Bonnaroo are slim.

Also my parents are going to Canada for a shakespeare festival in September. With my sister and brother going to Temple then, I'll have the house to myself. And Madeleine will be back too...alright!!

Well thats it. I have a test in eastern civ, a 2 hour psychology study, and a psychology test review session tomorrow.