I'm amazed at how people can know so much information. Information that I identify as useless. I used to feel good for being an expert on sports facts, but those don't get nearly enough recognition compared to other subjects. Plus I'm not nearly as quick as I could be in answering a question. For some reason it takes me a little longer to get things down. Or maybe it could be because its 4:20 in the morning (haha, 420). Or it could be because I drank five beers tonight before sobering up and participating in some trivia games. But maybe its also just because I'm retarded and nobody has told me.

Fuck people who have to prove their intelligence. Oh well, I'm just bitter that I can't.

God I'm tired...why the hell did I go out tonight with those mindless freshmen(save Scott and Colin). Those girls are making me crazy. They just care about themselves and always end up pissing me and others off. I knew I shouldn't have associated with them tonight. If I didn't, I probably would have gone to Jason's and done the same thing though. I wish I was smart enough to stay here and hang out tonight. This really is my environment and where I need to be. Fuck alcohol and mindless conversation.

I need Madeleine.