Why? Because I finished studying at a whopping early hour of 9:30 pm! I guess I just studied, and studied, and studied until I got done. I reviewed biology with Marcello and we're going to nail that test. Pwong told me I was 'money' if I studied the eastern civ review sheet. I typed all the answers out on my computer in less than an hour! I was that focused. This is coming from a dude who is on total burnout from three previous exams. But now I'm ready. Prepared to finish these babys in style. Go me!

While I was gone studying, I got messages from 2/3 of my favorite women in the world: first, Madeleine, who just got back home in Iowa about a couple hours ago I suppose. I couldn't really hear her message because it was soft, but I'm sure it was her. Then I got a message from my mom, who sounded a little down in the dumps and said that she didn't get the chance to talk to me lately and missed me. Aww, how nice! Actually the other third (Ann) also called today too, offering to come by Pearson with a strombolini. Man, I definitely got the royal treatment today. But unfortunately I'm so exhausted that I can't even appreciate it. But I will later.

After my final, I'm going to apply at the registrar's office...I guess they have an opening for a office and file clerk. The job description seemed right up my alley, since I did that kind of work last summer. Plus its only like 15 hours a week and I could work it in if I take that summer history class. Hopefully I'm not too late. It sounds really appealing. But it doesn't at least hurt to try.

See, finals aren't even finished yet, I haven't even moved out of Pearson, and I'm applying for jobs now. I have so much going through my mind.

I kind of had a mental breakdown today and called my dad to tell him about it. I think its the first time I truly expressed my immediate feelings with the man. He's surprisingly understanding! He told me to stick with it. And thats what I do, I stick with things when they get tough. I took that advice well and got my studying done and I feel so much better about myself. Its so much easier to realize my stregnths before agonizing about my weaknesses! I realized today that the easiest way to study is to get what you know out of the way first, then move on to the challenging stuff. Heck, I do that on exams, why didn't I do that when I study? It gives you so much mental confidence.

Well, I'm just writing down words on here without even thinking about them...my brain is that fried. And I have to wake up early again tomorrow for my 7:30 am Biology final...but, yeah, thats right...I'm going to kick it's rear!